my best guy friend is in the hospital 3 hours away on life support.

i was completely fine until i talked to his best friend robert and robert seemed to be so unsure if bobby would be okay. so now i’m becoming unsure. which is crazy. he’s so strong. he’ll come out of this, i know it. one time bobby and i were at robert’s and he leaned in and acted like he was going to kiss me and then burped in my face. i couldn’t stop laughing. i just keep seeing his face and thinking of his smile. i need his friendship. i’ve trusted him with all of my secrets. he knows so much about me. i care for him like a brother. we held hands once. i didn’t even like him in that way, but it felt so right just because i cared about him so much…i doubt that will make sense to you.. we just have that kind of relationship.